Thank you so much for your message. I have been a "silent" visitor for a while now and I decided it was time to come out of the closet. I have had my gd for six months now and it has gone very smooth, I must say. I know how hard it's going to get and am as prepared as I can get for it. This site has been a great help to me for a variety of reasons. But most importantly, it has given me a sense of validation for all the emotions I have had and WILL HAVE. Thanks!!!!