Thanks for the update link Patti. I know you and Steph are on your way to OK Falls to be away for the anniversary of Derek's passing. I'm glad you have Dawn and Shari and others to be there for you when I am so far away.
Although I know how important it is for 'grieving families' to 'never forget' their loved ones that have passed on, I sometimes feel that you are forgetting/neglecting the living loved ones in all your grief.
I know you've been through a lot with losing Derek and Colin, but escaping in keeping busy doesn't help YOU with your grief... it just postpones it...
I miss my 'Big Sis' that I met just 3 1/2 years ago....