I just came onto the site after a long time where i had no internet access. i am so happy that it is still being updated and i can stroll down memory lane with everyone! The wish list really made me upset because i know all those things yet i didn't try very hard to keep in touch. I think of you, Patti and of steph and i do always pray for some comfort for you though i know none has come to me. I think it almost gets harder as time goes by because i just miss Derek more and more!! So it is important to keep there connections and keep his vibrant memory alive. I found a picture the other day of derek at my dad's house at christmas...it was like a gift...like i get to see him again because i didn't remember i had the picture. I go to derek's bench all of the time when i am in ladner. I love it there! i'm surprised i've never run into anyone there!Well keep up the good work guys i hope to stay in better contact now that i am net ready again!!
Love Lauren (aka $panks )