This is something that I really hate doing, but you all have the right to know: I am going to the hospital today because I can no longer function properly. I'll have about 2 to 4 days, and when it is over, you will all be told by two very special friends of mine of 20 years. I have made them to be my executors, and since Randy doesn't like to be the bearer of "sad tidings", Shiela wil tell you, then they will dismantle the 'puter and give all my posessions to the poor.
What I have to say to you is maybe a little mushy, but true. I have no doubt had words with each of you over dumb malarkey, But we always made it right and we learned from each other. Arguements help to make greater friends; a way of expressing your lines that you had set for yourselves. My heart goes out to each of you, but I have special feelings for Rainbow, Saganist, Zig, Striver, Seeker, Hopper, Gerard, Julian, Jackie, Mr.D., JB, JVH, Onelife, Rob, But my oldest friends are closer to my heart, because we've had our ups and downs, and have learned that we are who we say. I love you all.If there are any messages, Shiela will run them off the printer. I am a happy man, because I was able to help deserving people, and I have killed only one person. I was 17 years of age and back then they had railroad bulls that would beat a person off of a boxcar. When I hopped a car going to San Antonio, Tex. I saw a pregnant woman with a 9 year old child, huddled together in a corner. They were scared when they saw me, but I ignored them and found my own dark corner.
A railroad bull slipped into the car and saw the woman. He went to her and started beating at her and the kid with a shlaegle. I reached a boiling point and walked up behind him, picked him up and threw him under the wheels and he was cut in half at the torso. In the interim I slipped and fell under also, and lost my legs. Since then, I have learned to protect myself against great odds, and have made it to the big 65.
I will be somewhere and it wont be here. Just let your imagination travel. Love to all, SAM Buckeye
YOUR QUOTE: Love one another at all times.