It is so hard to believe it was 3 years ago today that I LAST SAW YOU !!! Your Bear Hug you gave me as you lifted me up off the floor in the kitchen.
I had to go to work so Richard took you to the Greyhound Bus Depot for your adventure to Saskatoon. IF, I had only known..... I would never have let you go!!!
I so long to hold you in my arms, to touch you, see you and smell you.
I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH as does Stephanie !!!
I remember too on July 9th You calling me at home at 4:30 am to get Stephanie's phone number in Calgary.
It was so KEWL that you called and called Steph to meet for breakfast. If she only knew too.. she would never have let you go.. SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH ~DEREK~
She doesn't say much to me nor I to her.. but we both know the pain we feel so deep inside.
I wish we could go back in time and rewrite these past 3 years, only with you still here. Life just isn't FAIR in fact it SUCKS BIG TIME without you here. The so very deepset pain we feel inside. The things that remind us of YOU and believe me there are many !!!! No day goes by that we don't think of YOU ~DEREK~. We long to see you... until we meet again my son - I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER !!!
You live in my HEART !!!
((((((HUGS))))))
Mom xoxo
